014 Bushels ❦ [Action for Mahogany]
[Applejack has been quiet for the last few days. Hardly in the mood to talk, the southerner has been taking advantage of the warmer weather to get in some training. Never wanting to sit still, she takes every opportunity to run or fight or do something, but outside of her pokemon, she insists on being alone. She has to keep herself busy. So she doesn't think. So she isn't reminded.
One year. One whole year. And that's just the time she remembers. That's not counting the time she's been here before. She hasn't seen her family, her home, her orchard, in a year. She knows that time works strange here, that for her, time isn't moving back home, but that doesn't quite translate to her emotions. To her, she's spent a whole year of her life chasing strange animals while her family and her farm is without her. Stuck in some strange land, located who knows how far away from home. If she was never brought here, what would she have experienced at home? Would this year's haul be a good one? Did Apple Bloom get her cutie mark? She didn't want to think about it. She didn't want to think at all.
If you happen to be wandering in a secluded part of town, you may notice Applejack training. She may be running laps, or doing sit-ups, or training her pokemon, but one thing is instantly noticeable: she looks like shit. Her clothes are torn and her body is dirty and covered in scrapes and bruises. She looks like she hasn't slept in days. She doesn't want to. She dreams of home.]
One year. One whole year. And that's just the time she remembers. That's not counting the time she's been here before. She hasn't seen her family, her home, her orchard, in a year. She knows that time works strange here, that for her, time isn't moving back home, but that doesn't quite translate to her emotions. To her, she's spent a whole year of her life chasing strange animals while her family and her farm is without her. Stuck in some strange land, located who knows how far away from home. If she was never brought here, what would she have experienced at home? Would this year's haul be a good one? Did Apple Bloom get her cutie mark? She didn't want to think about it. She didn't want to think at all.
If you happen to be wandering in a secluded part of town, you may notice Applejack training. She may be running laps, or doing sit-ups, or training her pokemon, but one thing is instantly noticeable: she looks like shit. Her clothes are torn and her body is dirty and covered in scrapes and bruises. She looks like she hasn't slept in days. She doesn't want to. She dreams of home.]
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[Grabbing a loofah and following.]
Alright, give me your arms to start. [Gonna squirt some soap on there and get a lather going.]
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Thanks a lot, Twilight.
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[She tries to sound lighthearted about that, but a bit of bitterness does seep into her voice. As she starts scrubbing AJ's right arm she ponders a bit before deciding to just ask.]
So what did lead to you being out there on your own slowly wrecking your health and sanity, anyway? And without talking to me, first? Did something happen that I'm not aware of?
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My anniversary, I suppose. I've been here for a year.
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Hmmm, so it is. I'm guessing when you realized this you started thinking about... things?
[Going back to the washing while she asks that.]
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[Washing between her fingers as she says that, she thinks of how else to talk about this.]
Now, missing them, that's logical. Reasonable. Especially with such a tight-knit family as you have. Tartarus, it's like how I felt when the only one of you girls I had here was Fluttershy.
... But you know how we stayed sane when it was just us?
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[She sighs deeply, rinsing the lather off of AJ's hand, and then grips it with her own, ignoring the fact that the loofah's still dangling from one of her fingers.]
We looked after each other. Do you have any idea how many times I ended up breaking down in her arms, or she in mine? We kept close to one another, paid attention to the other's state... and when something was too much, we came to the other one for help. And I know you're proud, AJ, but for Celestia's sake, I'm not just your best friend, I'm your special somepony now. If anyone should be allowed to see you vulnerable...
[She squeezes AJ's hand a bit, and tilts her head up to look her in the eyes. It's a bit hard to tell in the water, but... she might be crying.]
If you can trust anyone, shouldn't it be me?
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[Although, right now, Applejack looks about as vulnerable as it gets.]
I do trust you. More than anypony else in the world. I just... gotta stop lettin' my head get th'better of me. I'll work on it. I promise.
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[Her head drops again, and yeah, now she's definitely crying. At least AJ's not the only vulnerable one...]
Like your pride means more to you than I do.
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[She looks down. Yeah, that was totally the right thing to say.]
An' I'm sorry for that. I want t'get better.
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Then she steps in, pressing up right against her girlfriend, and leans up for a kiss, hands letting go so she can wrap her arms around her and hold her back and the back of her head..]
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I'm sorry, darlin'. Really, I am.
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[Kiss done, she moves to lay her head against AJ's strong shoulder. She might need to clean quite a bit more of her, but that can wait at least a little while.]
I know you are. I know you'll try to do better. And I promise I'll help you as best I can.
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We'll... get home, somehow. I know it.
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I just hope it's together, this time. [That's a bit of a safer qualifier than "but we won't remember being a couple", she supposes.]
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...Not again.
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Alright, let's finish getting you clean. Turn around and let me work on your back.
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This might sting a bit. [Getting a new lather of soap on the loofah, she starts to scrub at her back again.]
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Try not t'take too long back there...
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[She's mostly just teasing to keep AJ's mind off the pain of having her injuries cleaned up, but even under the dirt and blood, and especially when that starts to come off, Applejack really does have a nice back.]
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Well, I reckon you should enjoy it, then. [A laugh.]
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[She's too tired to do more than tease and poke though, even as she moves lower down. The cuts are practically everywhere.]
Seriously though, AJ, what did you do to yourself? These injuries go all the way down to your calves.
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